Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Blind by Anger

I dont know in which part of my posting did i not say i am trying to change. And i dont know which part of my blog there are words that said i regretted my past. I guess some people are just too blind by anger to read properly.
My previous relationship with jane ended mutually but somehow her friends are not getting the same understanding. It seems like they are getting the impression i dumped her, just because i got over the relationship and got into another faster than her, i am the one in the wrong? the best thing is i am getting commented by someone that is not sure of herself nor has a stable relationship. being truthful, is not only to your friends but to your family members too which the person cant comment and started her filtering my words and continued with her blabbering.
For the record, I AM AWARE(uppercare incase some people cant read properly) of what i did before, i AM NOT running away from them and I AM NOT denying my past. As i said in my previous post AT LEAST I AM TRYING to change.
I just cant take people putting things in my words or mouth, especially people who themselves are not doing things right. Weirdest thing from this person is saying in her blog that she forgives me.....i am like why do i need you to forgive me when she was the one that started all this comments, like i had a relationship with her or something. sighs

Where does truthfulness stop at?

So I found out who was the one that posted the weird comment and i am not surprised she/he did. I deleted the post on the tab board as the person did not put his/her real name so i do not think there is need for it to be there.
I admit i am not holy and alot of people are not but there is a percentage that do want to start afresh a life with Jesus. At least there is hope in my life and not running around in circles especially in relationships.

The person talked about truthfulness, well that person got to ask himself/herself whether was he/she just shooting his/her mouth before saying things(hint: truthful to family members).
The person also mentioned "Shaming Jesus name....." my goodness a pot calling a kettle black man.........please open your eyes and see what i am doing now if you want to talk about christianity. As i said i dont claim i am holy i am learning to walk the ways of the Lord and making sure i am doing things right and not blabbering about my past. I do not need to explain myself to that person, as long as my conscious is clear, i cleared things in my past and moving ahead.

Well, to me dont drag God into such stuff when you assume to know Him well but remember He knows you very well and no matter what I have done or what you have done, He still loves us and hope we go back to Him. Which I am doing now. How about you?

Monday, August 07, 2006

At least I try and admit i am not perfect

New blog and i already got my first weird comment at my tagboard.
I do not know who wrote it and i do not know why that person would want to say such things. But hey at least i admit i am not perfect and willing to learn how to be Holy in the eyes of God.
At least i know i got flaws and want to be a better person and not pretend I am perfect.
There is a difference between being confident in yourself and being ignorant of your flaws.

Oh well, till that person who uses TPG Internet Pty Ltd in Australia as his/her internet service provider with IP address starting with 202.7.190. says something, i have nothing else to say of such people.

Friday, August 04, 2006

Bintan Trip - Recapped

My bintan trip pictures. thought it was a short trip but we definitely had fun.

One group of us at the Banyu Biru Villa.














Another group picture.














The tidbit monsters bought all these(3 young girls)















One meh meh, One King Kong and One Piggy